Boys always argued as if they knew then had the forces of logic on their side, even when they were being completely irrational. - Orson Scott Card

You always do that. Make all the questions harder.
I make them truer.

“I knew God had heard my prayer when I learned that it was you and no other who drew this case.”
“One judge is coughing his life out into bloody handkerchiefs and the other is burying his wife, and you think this is how God answers your prayers?”

We don't admit it to ourselves, not until the very moment of death, but in that moment, we see all life before us and we understand how we chose, every day of our lives, the manner of our death.