There will never be darkness because in both of us there's always movement, renewal, surprises. I have never known stagnation. Not even introspection… - Anaïs Nin

she acquired the certainty of the expansion of time by depth of emotion, range and infinite multiplicity of experience.

"You haven't loved yet," he said. "You've only been trying to love; beginning to love. Trust alone is not love, illusion is not love, desire alone is not love. All these were paths leading you out of yourself, it is true, and so you thought they led to another, but you never reached the other. You were only on the way."

There is not one big cosmic meaning for all; there is only the meaning we each give to our life, an individual meaning, an individual plot, like an individual novel, a book for each person.