I want what we have, our beautiful life But the stillness, the stillness, might eat me alive - Lucy Dacus

I let my mind get turned inside out Just to see what the kids were laughing about And it wasn't worth understanding Something I could've gone my whole life not knowing.

How did they betray me? What did I do?
I never touched you how I wanted to
If you get married, I’d object
Throw my shoe at the altar and lose your respect

I thought you'd hit rock bottom, but I'm starting to think that it doesn't exist
You've been falling for so long and you haven't hit anything solid yet