a sociable smile is nothing but a mouth full of teeth - Jack Kerouac

I want to marry a [guy], so i can rest my soul with [him] till we both get old. This can't go on all the time — all this franticness and jumping around. We've got to go someplace, find something.

After all this kind of fanfare, and even more, I came to a point where I needed solitude and to just stop the machine of 'thinking' and 'enjoying' what they call 'living,' I just wanted to lie in the grass and look at the clouds...

You'd be surprised how little I knew even up to yesterday