You don't know about the marriage until you walk on it
So long as you know that deep down it is not your truth it should not bother you
In this world there are black, white and grey. There are people who would push all kinds of stories.
It is understandable that life can turn to worst, but it is important to be honest with yourself and seek help
Be truthful to yourself is the greatest gift you can give to yourself.
I would love to get married because I want to share my life with someone, not because society says that I should. But if I don't get married, that is my cross to bear, not society's."