Oh. I didn't realise." "Then you're simply ignorant rather than malevolent. Congratulations. - Iain Banks

One should never regret one's excesses, only one's failures of nerve.

She felt cold and battered and tired. This combat flying lark was supposed to have been just a little exotic incident in her life, something to tell people about when she was old. It had never been meant to get this important, never been planned to be this crucial and ghastly and hopeless. It certainly wasn’t supposed to be the end of everything. It couldn’t all just end, could it?
Yes it could, she thought. Somehow she’d never really thought about it before, but yes; of course it could. She didn’t just accept it now; she knew it now. What a time to learn that particular lesson.

Chay, you must be quiet now, and prepare to meet your maker."
"I had no maker. My maker was the universe, or my parents.