I want you bad like a natural disaster. You are all I see. You are the only one I want to know. - Henry Rollins

Nothing stays the same. Experience has a way of turning on you. You see and feel so much and then at a certain point, life starts to repeat. This is the start of wisdom and having “seen it all before.” This is when the true beauty/cruelty of life makes its presence known. This is when you go from being a film you don’t know the ending of, to being the star, director and screenwriter. I think there’s a danger to that. It’s why I try to keep at least some aspects of my life unplanned. You only get so many years before you become too good at what you do, to be all that good at it. It’s what happens when all the lights get turned on.

I will never be able to pound words into lines
To match the velocity of your presence

You used to frustrate me with your shallow embrace
Now you don’t make me feel anything