He looked at her Something Turned cancerous He was in love. - Henry Rollins

The countryside is beautiful. I’ve never seen anything like it. Thatched roofs on the houses. Snow everywhere, the sky is so blue. I’m 22 years old today.

Look, it's a monster. He's walking alone. Look, he's pulling something out of his pocket. He threw it on the ground. Let's go see what it is. It's a black box. You open it... ok... Look, it's sorrow, misery and pain. It's loneliness and longing. Boy, he'll be sorry he lost these.

Sometime later near dawn I fall asleep
I get up and go out there
Go through the motions
Trying to look like someone
Who’s alive
Inside I’m screaming all the time
Every day dealing with the many shades of horror
There’s nothing anyone can say to me
Nothing anyone can do