For you will certainly carry out God's purpose, however you act, but it makes a difference to you whether you serve like Judas or like John. - C. S. Lewis

Relying on God has to begin all over again every day as if nothing had yet been done.

He sees as well as you do that courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point, which means, at the point of highest reality. A chastity or honesty, or mercy, which yields to danger will be chaste or honest or merciful only on conditions.

He begins to think for himself and meets Nineteenth-century Rationalism Which can explain away religion by any number of methods.