And so, reaching futilely for answers, they blame the trees! - why the lucky stiff

There is no use in trying to judge everything but the condition you are in right now. You are absolutely delusional if you think that you know anything right now.

[T]he whole time I was having this conversation, I was mildy enjoying it, but it bothered me how little substance there was. I always feel this during movie and music conversations, that it's entirely constrainted to just naming things...Perhaps the greatest pain of it is how shallow it is compared to the actual experience.

I felt aimless, but it felt fine. (This is not what I wanted to feel though. I wanted to feel a great absence, a longing, a distance that would finally inspire.)