i wondered if i would spend the rest of my life inventing complicated ways to depress myself.. - Miranda July

It was a tiny sound but it woke me up because it was a human sound.

I really did not feel okay about any of this, and there was really nothing I could do about any of it.

That is my problem with life, I rush through it, like I'm being chased. Even things whose whole point is slowness, like drinking relaxing tea. When I drink relaxing tea I suck it down as if I'm in a contest for who can drink relaxing tea the quickest.