Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose.
You should wonder at the things nobody else is wondering about. If everybody's wondering about apples, go wonder about oranges.
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It's so important to have a hobby. A hobby is something creative that's just for you. You don't try to make money or get famous off it, yuo just do it because it makes you happy. A hobby is something that gives you but doesn't take.