There have been two great accidents in my life. One was the train the other was Diego. Diego was by far the worst. - Frida Kahlo

La belleza y la fealdad son un espejismo, porque los demás terminan viendo nuestro interior.

I drank because I wanted to drown my sorrows. But now the damned things have learned to swim ,and now decency and good behavior weary me.

I’ll try out the pencils
sharpened to the point of infinity
which always sees ahead:

Green — good warm light

Magenta — Aztec. old TLAPALI
blood of prickly pear, the
brightest and oldest

[Brown — ] color of mole, of leaves becoming
earth

[Yellow — ] madness sickness fear
part of the sun and of happiness

[Blue — ] electricity and purity love

[Black — ] nothing is black — really nothing

[Olive — ] leaves, sadness, science, the whole
of Germany is this color

[Yellow — ] more madness and mystery
all the ghosts wear
clothes of this color, or at
least their underclothes

[Dark blue — ] color of bad advertisements
and of good business

[Blue — ]distance. Tenderness
can also be this blue
blood?