Behind the entire problem, however, is the fear of using one's full power or energy. Cancer patients most usually feel an inner impatience as they se… - Jane Roberts

And I decided that if motherhood turned a "young American beauty" into that unhappy woman, then motherhood wasn't for me, either. That youthful, emotional decision (ill-formed and made for the wrong reasons) kept me from too much early sexual experimentation, and probably turned me into a bit of a tease. I'd "neck" but only go so far, because . . . well, I because I was going to be a writer, "free and unhampered." At the very least. I wasn't going to get pregnant in my teens.

Occasionally when a decision has been made by the ego, the subconscious will change it, because the decision is obviously such an unwise one.

Schizophrenia is caused by a personality fragment that is broken off, so to speak, from the primary acting personality; operating often in direct opposition to it, but in any case, operating as a secondary personality.