Basically, men are afraid of women and can't handle the fact that they came out of the same thing they spend the rest of their lives trying to get ba… - Henry Rollins

They left you like you knew they would. They went away and you fell like a stone. All the way to the bottom of your room. I see you, yes I see you. Sitting in your chair, hating every minute of it. Falling like a stone without even moving. It hurt you to know that you were right about all the shit you wanted to be wrong about. They always leave you. You put yourself in the right place to get left.

I'll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time. Still does.

I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow. I hope I end up a
blithering idiot cursing the sun - hallucinating, screaming, giving
obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks.