An infected mind is a far more dangerous pestilence than any plague—one only threatens your life, the other destroys your character. - Marcus Aurelius

You don't have to turn this into something. It doesn't have to upset you. Things can’t shape our decisions by themselves.

For thus it is, men of Athens, in truth: wherever a man has placed himself thinking it is the best place for him, or has been placed by a commander, there in my opinion he ought to stay and to abide the hazard, taking nothing into the reckoning, either death or anything else, before the baseness [of deserting his post].

Of Fronto, to how much envy and fraud and hypocrisy the state of a tyrannous king is subject unto, and how they who are commonly called [Eupatridas Gk.], i.e. nobly born, are in some sort incapable, or void of natural affection.