I’m in pain because the day is ending and somehow I am never healing.

Ma plus douce espérance est de perdre l'espoir.

If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.

هل تضيع الآمال اليوم كما ضاعت بالأمس ؟

Et ma vie pour tes yeux lentement s'empoisonne

I am afraid of falling into hopeless despair, over my wasted life, and I am still not sure how it happened.

Days run out for me, life goes from bad to worse very soon, very much soon, times will lead to the end.

I don't know if my brain deteriorated, but it's definitely gone in the wrong direction. I was normal until 1978, when I stopped being a regular starter.