I'm completely alone in the world; it frightens me to be so empty and lost.

I was always lonely and I am lonely still.

I have always felt lonely in the world out there. That is why I escaped into filmmaking even though the feeling of community is an illusion.

I felt so lonesome, all of a sudden. I almost wished I was dead.

It felt now as if I'd never known them and I couldn't know them again. It seemed to me that whatever had existed back in the place where I'd grown up was so far away now, impossible to retrieve.

To be suddenly alone when all you have ever known is connection. To be alone in the dark while you felt the distant pieces of yourself decay.

It was lonely, not even knowing yourself.

This world that I live in is empty and cold; the loneliness cuts me and tortures my soul.

I couldn’t exist here. In the world that had come into being due to my absence.

Why do I feel this alone? Basically, because I’ve always been alone. I’ve always been alone. And alone I’ll be. It’s about time I become aware of it and never forget it.

I avoided my own friends and acquaintances, yet the loneliness of my existence was insupportable.

Behold a universe so immense that I am lost in it. I no longer know where I am. I am just nothing at all. Our world is terrifying in its insignificance.

I felt a tremendous distance between myself and everything real.

I don't even exist — I'm no one. Nothing.