أما بالنسبة لي فأنا لا أستطيع فهم نفسي أبدا.. أجدني دائما ممزقا بين اليأس المظلم و عدم الاكتراث التام.. أنا خجول لا ثقة لي بنفسي .. ضميري جبان.. و أن… - Anton Chekhov
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أما بالنسبة لي فأنا لا أستطيع فهم نفسي أبدا.. أجدني دائما ممزقا بين اليأس المظلم و عدم الاكتراث التام.. أنا خجول لا ثقة لي بنفسي .. ضميري جبان.. و أنا عاجز تماما عن التكيف مع الحياة لأصبح سيد مصيري.. الرجال الآخرون يقولون كلاما فارغا أو يخدع كلا منهم الآخر و يجدون متعة في ذلك.. في حين لا أجدني إلا مضطرا أو غير مكترث.. حتى و أنا أحاول فعل الخير!
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Anton Pavlovich Chekhov (Анто́н Па́влович Че́хов) (29 January 1860 – 15 July 1904) (Old Style: 17 January 1860 – 2 July 1904) was a Russian short story writer and playwright.
What truth? You see where truth is, and where untruth is, but I seem to have lost my sight and see nothing. You boldly settle all important questions, but tell me, dear, isn't it because you're young, because you haven't had time to suffer till you settled a single one of your questions? You boldly look forward, isn't it because you cannot foresee or expect anything terrible, because so far life has been hidden from your young eyes? You are bolder, more honest, deeper than we are, but think only, be just a little magnanimous, and have mercy on me.
TRIGORIN Why do I hear a note of sadness that wrings my heart in this cry of a pure soul? If at any time you should have need of my life, come and take it.
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He had two lives: one, open, seen and known by all who cared to know, full of relative truth and of relative falsehood, exactly like the lives of his friends and acquaintances; and another life running its course in secret. And through some strange, perhaps accidental, conjunction of circumstances, everything that was essential, of interest and of value to him, everything in which he was sincere and did not deceive himself, everything that made the kernel of his life, was hidden from other people.