I may be no better, but at least I am different.

I'm glad I'm not me

God, I'm glad I'm not me.

I am fine now and doing much better. I have started my training. I was formerly in South Africa, but presently I am in Akure, Ondo State. But I hope to be in Lagos next week. By October I will be back to start afresh.

Oh no well I / been there before / and I ain't a comin back around / there no more / no I'm not

I am not what I ought to be, Not what I want to be, Not what I am going to be, But I am thankful that I am better than I used to be.

I am not what I ought to be, Not what I want to be, Not what I am going to be, But I am thankful that I am better than I used to be. It

I am in a much better space. Some days are better than others but I am doing better because I have learnt to make myself be present in the moment. I allow my feelings to overwhelm me if they have to. If I am sad, I will be sad. If I am happy, I will be happy. I stay true to myself now

My hope still is to leave the world a bit better than when I got here.

"For all that "I was lost, I am found," it is probably more accurate to say, "I was really lost, I'm a little less so at the moment.

When I'm good, I'm very good. But when I'm bad, I'm better.

I am other I now.

I'm not here
This isn't happening

Here in the hospital, I say,
that is not my body, not my body.
I am not here for the doctors
to read like a recipe.