don’t know why it is given to us to be so mortal and to feel so much. It is a cruel trick, and glorious. - Louise Erdrich

…we rationalize ourselves out of shame. We can rationalize anything away as we get older and older, but a child hasn’t that capacity yet. And so when the shame hits, it’s being knocked over. And it’s the truth of shame. And it’s what comes back to us. Sometimes when we are—and it—this is what happens to everybody. There’s going to be a time, no matter who we are, that we participate in the very oldest of human sorrows. We are at one with other people in our loss, in our shame, and we come to the very limit of who we are as people. We face that part of ourselves that we never wanted to look at. And then we experience shame the way a child experiences it…It’s pure. It’s pure and that moment and other moments like it link us with other human beings, I think.

Funny how often the Will of God puts a dollar in a pocket, said Dr. Ames.

Every world-destroying project disrupts something intimate, tangible, and Indigenous,