I agree completely with your remark that in the struggle against nature lies already a part of art, and really pleasant is for me already the feeling… - Gerard Bilders

version in original Dutch / citaat van Gerard Bilders' brief, in het Nederlands: Ik heb daar dan ook [in het museum ] reeds Vrijdag 11. een rustpunt gevonden voor grooten stier. Ik ben namelijk begonnen het schaap met het lammetje te copiëren, wat geene zeer gemakkelijke taak zal zijn, niettegenstaande de groote eenvoudigheid. Hoe langer ik die schilderij bezie, hoe meer schoonheden er voor mij in zichtbaar worden, en wanneer ik niet stellig en zeker wist, dat ik binnen 's Gravenhage op het Mauritshuis voor mijn schilderezel zat, zou ik denken, dat de beesten leefden en mij, even als in de weide te Oosterbeek, met hunne domme gezichten aanstaarden en vroegen: - wat doe je toch?

All I can tell is that they [some small landscapes Bilders painted in Savoy, which were exhibited there] are more blatant than in my studio, and secondly that I have been honored with a pretty good review. ..the jury found evidence of a thoroughly study and of happy sunlight in my works. They thought that I had to cherish a lot of love for nature, to be able to show it so sensitive .. ..[I] can not deny that I am very pleased to find that my small paintings have been noticed favorably. And besides that, one will never forget his first review..

Yesterday I received a letter from my father [ Dutch landscape-painter J. W. Bilders.] He told me to come at once, to paint the goats in a rather large forest landscape-painting he just finished, which has to be sent away at once [to Saint Petersburg, Russia]. I earn back my travelling [from Leiden to Amsterdam, probably by travel coach] but will loose one day studying in open air. When my goats will succeed, and they are not too stubborn, I'll be back here [in Leiden] tomorrow at one o'clock in the afternoon.